Poem- The callous soul

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Poem - THE CALLOUS SOUL The callous soul - RGK She wore down till her last shade ,             when you complained of the stain . Through the shattered mirror,          she gazing over her wilted weather's pain . Streams from her eyes trace down her parched lips ;   they fumed as if she tasted the ocean in her dips. Time swept her sore sole     as her heart blistered upon their desertion . And you complained of her, for the callous! The callous soul, for once,            envied death over existence. -RGK KAVINAYAA (aka) KAVITHRA Briefing the poem : She stood along their hardships when they mocked over her pain. She almost lost her identity with the reality and viewed the world inside her lifeless just like the winter weather. The faded features of hers are overwhelmed by the sensation of the salt in her tears pressing her cracked lips and understanding the fact that time doesn...
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Poem- THE ART OF FORGETTING

 

The art of forgetting 

And sometimes I lose track of time,
deliberately.
Deliberately, when the dock of emotions
felt unfamiliar.

Tapestry to the melancholy self,
I lose track of time,
'cause the echoes felt trivial,
trivial, the shades of tears,
or the shadows of dauntless.
Yet, the silence of the sea prevailed.

Now, I lose track of time.
Deliberately,
pause, deliberately,
to admire the timelapse.

Timelapse, that hit the turmoil.
For once, the fall from the deck
released me,
released me to fly,
fly away from the wintering grounds.

Regret towards the past, surpassed,
and breathing felt real.

 - RGK 
KAVINAYAA (aka) KAVITHRA

Briefing the poem:

Lately I’ve been thinking and it caught my attention that there is a difference between want to and happened to, and a poem has always stood or took a great deal of role in displaying the emotions metaphorically, and the very unsettled great minds have provoked the thoughts of one through such notions.
And to the thoughts; want to and happened to are kept apart with a very basic understanding ie, acceptance and holding on, and if you ask me which stands in which , I would say they aren’t positioned, they simply take turns. 
This poem reflects the difference of my internal emotions wanting to echo out, break the deck wanting to show the shades they carry, but I happened to put myself in a position of darkness, where no shades mattered or the braveness stood along to fight. Expect when one chooses the acceptance that “it happened and I would like to try how it feels , rather than numbing oneself, cultivated the wanting to feel better, 
I happened to lose time, comparably I wanted not to keep track of it either. I let the turmoil hit me reasoning it would allow me to drown with peace, irony I happened to fly! 
Evidently the shadows of dauntless thus carried colour in it. Regrets are far behind and I want to see what else life brought for me moreeee even more, everyday (giggle)…


Poem- the art of forgetting
The art forgetting - RGK 


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